love of role

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

hate the stupid manager!!!!bad luck!!!!

recently the stupid manager dunno eat wrong madician or what!!!!but i know his parten every time got promblem sure blame me 1!!!!i damn hate him on this!!!! this feel day keep on scold me!!!!coz got many problem in booking but all also his problem!!!!and commited already front counter staff thing then can't complete the seat then say he din say that be4!!!!then all the counter staff come and complain with me say his stupid kisiao ah!!!!haih!!!!i dun1 be sadin anymore i hate him!!!!!all the office ppl also hate him!!!! and all other staff see him treat me like that also very angry and pity me!!!!next month i think i will change department already coz my general manager told me last week and say dun let edmund know that i want to transfer department !!!!i really no dare to let him know coz if he know i transfer to other department sure kisiao!!!!maybe will make a bad thing to me!!!! damn scare this kind of stupid ppl!!!!dunno what to do!!!!but he already resign with company......i just scare be4 he leave company then i need to transfer and no tell him he sure kisiao again!!!!haih!!!!how ah????why i got a stupid manager like that???who can teach me how to do!!!!!he brain really have problem 1!!!!he think everyone in the company also enermy with him 1!!!!haih!!!!stupid ppl!!!!! really hope god bless me now!!!!other problem is the owner of this house need to take back liao......now we finding a new place to move!!!!but all price is very high now!!!!!already very poor how to servive ler????!!!!!shit la!!!!!no money liao!!!!!i not dare to tell my dad and mum 1st coz dun let them worry!!!! i try to settle it with my dear 1st......haih!!!!! god u must help us!!!!

shit lo!!!:'(

shit lo!!!!my manager really want to resign liao ler......and i hear some news say got a new manager will come in.....name call richard!!!!i hate this name coz is my stupid ex-company boss name!!!!now edmund only start caring me on job then say want to resign!!!!haih!!!!wat the hell la!!!! just have some result then say wan to go.......the new manager also dunno what kind of ppl!!!!if come a bad stupid fellow i will dead!!!! i heard that my best senior wee also want to resign ler......how ah????why all my good collauge all also want to resign ler?all leave me alone!!! how ah???? they not in no one will help me liao ler!!!!damn shit!!!! who can help me ah!!!! y always like that der??? thought have a good life liao der then now everyone also say resign!!! then i must start from 0 again???!!! shit la!!!! sian ah???!!!!! who can help me ler!!!!

Damn busy and tired!!!!

我的manager要辞职了！！！听说有新的人会来代替他！！！我又得从新适应了！！！到底我会被他们怎样处置我还不知道。。。因为老板不喜欢他的。。。我是他的下属我会被怎样了？？？真的不敢想象！！！累累累！！！！谁能救的了我！！！贤阿！！！

~.~ Unlucky Day!!!!! ~.~

today very unlucky!!!!rushing here and there also can't get the bus and the mrt!!!reach office already late 5 min!!!!stupid company late 5 min need to add back half an hour onli can go home!!!still got 2 presentation going on!!!!sian ah!!!!now rushing a power point at office everyday!!!! my really dunno my manager thinking wat der!!!!keep on fight with other ppl make ppl dun like him!!!y ah???really cannot understand!!!!sometime trust me very good sometime trust me like hell!!!!he really got problem!!!!but he really got a lot of experience...... can let much from him........but he teach ppl very fast 1!!!!many time i dunno what he talking about!!!!and he say if dunno just ask.!!!!when i ask him he show me a black face!!!!really hard to communicate with him!!!!really dunno what he want!!!!he say like that than do a different thing out!!!!so stupid!!!!i know shirley and ck them say me stupid give him bully!!!!and say me scare this and that!!!!but i just want to learn thing from edmund i dun think want to flight with him!!!!they asking me to fight with him!!!!but what for i need to fight with him ler!!!??? and keep on ask me to change department!!! for me i feel that i just want to learn thing and i just know how to do my work smoothly what for i need to change a new department and learn again start from 0 ler!!!!y i must so stupid to do that!!!!i really dunno they is a good friend or bad friend.....haih!!!!what kind of friend like that???!!!Izzit really help me??? or want me dead???!!!but edmund sometime also very bad to me la is true!!!!but he also good to me sometime!!!!dunno la!!!!very fan on job thing!!!dun think too much la!!!!just do what can i do now!!!! what i fault dun dun follow just follow the good way!!!!gambateh!!!!

开始露出狐狸尾巴了！！！！

我公司的那个manager终于开始露出狐狸尾巴了！！！刚开始第一个礼拜是对我还不错！！！但是这个星期开始他整个人都变了！！！更本是另一个人！！！他现在说的每一句话都有刺！！！简直就把我踩得一文不值！！！他妈妈的！！！怕死人家会厉害过他！！！我很多东西不会是正常的啊！！！一直拿他十八年经验来和我比！！！你几老我几岁？？？你开始做这行我都还没出世！！！讲了有刺的话还在那里扮好人。。。很明显在利用我！！！要我和其他男同事出去吃饭探听东西！！！过分！！！怎么会有这样的人。。。在这间公司就是强者必留懦弱的马上被炒！！！也很难怪他们都一直在耍手段！！！但是edmund你要耍手段不要惹到我这里来好吗？？？！！！真是他奶奶的王八蛋。。。。我知道我英语不好你也不用那样说我terible！！！！我只想把那个email弄整齐和美一点却中骂说我白痴！！！真是生气！！！！不写了！！！很累！！！明天还要面对那些妖精！！！！

~.~ 原来政治是那么的恐怖！！！~.~

今天我很公司开mid year meeting！！主要是讨论公司的营业额。。。在三个半小时的会议中。。。我可以看到他们多么的恐怖！！！他们像在打得你死我活！！！Counter骂OP的人, OP投诉counter的人！！！我现在才知道大公司那么的恐怖！！！那个老板原来没读过什么书！！！但是他能够开到那么多分行也很厉害！！！他一下子像天使，一下子脸色就转向魔鬼！！！怎么会那么善变得。。。还有我就的他很小孩子气。。。东西要就要。。。现在拿不到就叫人换supplier！！！到底在什么状况呢？？？我也不知道！！！！

真的很压力！！！那个edmund要我在这一个月了学会所有的东西！！！教人又快到很像飞机那样！！！今天他和我说做东西要小心！！！说我很careless！！！我也是的！！！为什么要从犯！！！我已经很小心了！！！为什么还会错！！！可能他给我太大压力了！！！刚才我打错了一点东西！！他吓到我心都快掉出来了！！！整个人累了下来！！！他还说当别人问你东西时，不要什么都说不懂！！！没有东西是不懂的！！！只有白痴的人才不懂！！！这些话真的很伤人！！！救命啊！！！我能捱过去吗？？ 最少要捱半年耶！！！糟糕！！！怎么办了？？？刚才edmund发一个信息给我说让我看sample看应该怎样回client信息！！！我看了很奇怪。。。因为那是incentive group！！！是一个满大的group！！！有40人那么多！！！我便奇怪的问edmund我们也有做incentive group的么？？？他竟然骂我说i ask a stupid questions!!!!我到底问错什么？？？我有错吗？？他骂我说有生意不做把它让给incentive的team干吗？？？我整个傻了！！！他们为了profit都在勾心斗角！！！怎么办？？？我又不会学他们那样耍手段！！！救命啊！！！ 今天我还带公司的东西回来做！！！真累。。。我不留在公司是因为那里很冷和环境很恐怖！！！回来做比较舒服！！！dear还没回来。。。好累哦！！！还要做工课！！！不写了！！！该去忙工事了！！！